He asked me to come but that would mean leaving mum here on her own (rock music and smokey pubs are really not her thing.)
Now I'm in guilty trip city...
I feel guilty cos I'm not going to support the bro.
I feel guilty cos Dad has got a two hour drive with people he barely knows.
But I'd feel uber guilty if I left mum on her own on New Years Eve.
So I'm staying here.
And I'm going to buy some new hair straightners/curling tongs. Not exactly involved in getting rid of the guilt but playing with my hair can be a distraction.